What does it mean to have Excessive Baggage in terms of relationships.
To me , It means bringing every Past Injury, Trauma, Experience, Wounds with you in a relationship. Repeating the patterns as a way to protect yourself from anyone hurting you again
Once , You’ve been a relationship you see “old patterns ” emerged and your fight or flight instinct kicks in. All the self doubts, insecurities, angry, jealousy and old wounds creep into your mind.So, instead of believing that someone is treating you good, You project things on your partner that are not necessarily true.
Once, You realize that you having an issue, You can slowly work on healing YOURSELF!!
This is what I’M experiencing right now. A lot of self doubt, Jealousy and wanting to run away from my so called”Demons”.
This is one a my reasons for starting this Blog. I want to write down what I’m going through.I know that it will get harder as I work on myself and the world gets to read my words.
I want to heal from my past so I can move forward in my FUTURE. I’m tired of being this way.
I feel a strong urge in me to come to terms with my past so I can heal myself and move forward. I’m going to be rewriting my life in the way I want my life to be.
I WANT PEACE, I WANT HAPPINESS, I WANT JOY and most Certainly I WANT TO LIVE AGAIN!!!!
In order for ALL Those things to come to fruition, I have to heal my mind, body and spirit.
I NEED to PRACTICE GRATITUDE!!! I NEED to PRACTICE PATIENCE.
I NEED to PRACTICE SELF LOVE,TAKING WAY BETTER CARE OF MYSELF than I CURRENTLY DO!!!
I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY OWN HEAD SPACE, LIVE IN THE MOMENT ,ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS THAT THIS LIFE HAS TO OFFER.
I will be writing more about what I’m going through and what I want to accomplish.
Til next time